we can’t rewind, we’ve gone too far

I can't figure out why YouTube wants me to watch Carpool Karaoke and segments from the Ellen Show so badly.

cybernetics for kinesthetics

When I think about unpacking writing to its constituent biological processes, or to the rules of grammar and tone that comprise it, I feel nauseous like I do when I think about what’s outside of the universe, or God, or my most profoundly embarrassing moments.